Tsk, Why are you Here?

Mmm

2005-09-16T22:37:03Z

Alright Sean, I'll admit, it is gold. Replay Gold.

-------------------------------------------------

I'm not exactly sure what I should say
Everything I do is a mistake
Your attention is attention
(It doesn't matter if it's fake or real)
I'll take it if I get it
Ohhhh
I've made up my mind
I'll do it over anytime

You're over it, over me
Present just physically
The last words from a dying scene
You're over me
(You're over me)

I really need to hear how great I am
'Cause I can't even get up out of bed
Now say it like you mean it
(It doesn't matter how it really feels)
Sing it back softly
Ohhhhh
You've got to be strong
And I've been empty oh so long

You're over it, over me
Present just physically
The last words from a dying scene
You're over me
(You're over me)

Old days all went bad?
Writing wilted black?
Before you'd have a chance to call
I'll be on the next train home
(You've got you mind made up)(x4)
Added to the endless list
of all the things we'll never, never know

You're over it, over me
Present just physically
The last words from a dying scene
You're over me (x3)

<3

It's Livejournal Time -Badda-Badda-Badda- _Hamtaro Music_ X.x;

2005-09-15T19:52:47Z

Mmm Livejournal, I'm going to be a sad-panda if I readdict myself to LJ.

DAMNIT.

My stomache is all twisty and in knots, not to mention I haven't seen anyone for 3 days because I keep staying home sick, the first day I was like wow I slept till 8PM I must be sick, and was like DAMNIT I didn't do homework, which is why I stayed home in the first place, and look at me now, diligantly working. My Mom keeps threatening to put me in Del Oro because I'm sick, she also hasn't got off her ass to call in for me being sick and then flips out at my absences like WTF WAS THIS ABOUT? She's gone from wine back into straight vodka everyday. I'm S C R E W E D.

On a lighter note, Pandas are fun...I never got those Pandas I wanted before because nobody loves me...Boo-Hoo. I spent 400 dollars on Christmas presents for people!...and got back uhm, well a Panda from Frank, and a hat from Nikki. That was about it @.@.

I don't really want to think about Christmas, it's going to be depressing now for a while...a long while.

I keep going more depressed, omfg, I wouln't start off with Pandas.

Roller Coaster Tycoon 3. Frank burned it for me because he didn't download Zoo Tycoon and we realised the entertainers were Pandas so I was going to fence the Pandas in with a beverage stand and play Zoo-Tycoon...I don't think the real Zoo Tycoon Pandas will scratch their asses so much but that's ok.

That's about all that I'm willing to disclose.

Did I mention I feel like SHIT?

I was told not to do anything the pope wouldn't do. Would a pope have a staring contest with rabbits?...

My life sucks...someone want to bring me soup?

krinielle @ 2005-06-21T00:41:00

2005-06-21T07:51:28Z

I've purchased stuff, I was bored, apparently discussing purchasing things is an effective weapon towards John. Let's see if it works on

Gestorben

2005-06-17T08:35:21Z

Uhmm

2005-06-11T20:29:19Z

http://www.hempcar.org/

krinielle @ 2005-06-11T12:05:00

2005-06-11T19:08:45Z

It builds up and I got really depressed, I don't even know about what there's so much shit now, I didn't want to go home because I just wasn't ok to do that, and my Dad wouldn't understand that, so I didn't call him, and then I kind of cried, and cried, and spazzed, and cried, and fell asleep.

He picked me up this morning and declares he's going to take a restraining order out so I can't go within 50 feet of Tyler or his family.

...
What...
The...
Fuck...

krinielle @ 2005-05-28T23:46:00

2005-05-29T06:47:34Z

I had to go home, I was fine, and I was happy, and then I had to go home for bullshit reasons and think of the bullshit events that are going on and now I'm just depressed, that's great, fucking great.

If I wake up tomorrow who wants to hang out?...I miss you guys.

krinielle @ 2005-05-23T01:23:00

2005-05-23T09:24:49Z

::LAST::
Last cigarette: Never
Last car ride: Home from Tyler's
Last good cry: A week or so
Last public library book checked out: Drug Trafficking if you count school
Last movie seen: Theater? Probably like, White Noise.
Last beverage drank: Tsunami Sobe
Last food consumed: Turkey Bagel Sammich
Last phone call: Dad
Last time showered: 4 PMish Sunday
Last shoes worn: Van Slip-Ons, Black and Pink with Elephants (Hephalumps)
Last items bought: Smoothie in Berkely
Last disappointment: having to go home from Tyler's
Last shirt worn: Glamhead Gun Shirt...AKA Andy Warhol shirt.
Last website: Livejournal
Last word/s you said: "not to say I wouldn't be tolerating you, I'd just be ignoring you."
What color socks are you wearing?: black
What's under your bed?: some of my blanket hanging off of my bed, this old stuffed wishbone thing. My dog ripped off it's nose and another stuffie's nose and my Mom glued them back on the wrong ones...Poor Wishbone.
What time did you wake up today? 1pm

_FUTURE_
Who do you want to live with?: Tyler
What is your career going to be?: Vet, anything with animals. Probably something with computers for a while.
Where are you going to live? I always thought about leaving...Somewhere in California at the most. (I think)
How many kids do you want? No idea, I doubt I'd be a good parent.
What kind of car(s): I like really expensive cars >>; Well...I have an expensive taste in everything actually.

_CURRENT_
Current mood: bored
Current music: hamster wheels and power supply
Current hair: wtf question is that?
Current clothes: jammies
Current annoyance(s): hamster wheel, kitty trying to eat containments of hamster wheel
Current desktop picture: pretty picture PJ made me when I was depressed <3
Current book: none, ack.

_(x)You'veDone_

(x) been drunk
(x)been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) been fired or laid off
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) had someone sneak in
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( )stole something from my job
( )celebrated new years in times square
( ) gone on a blind date
( ) crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
( ) Punched a friend
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire. (a few times)
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
(x) taken painkillers
(X) miss someone right now

UNIQUE --
1. Habits? biting, chewing
2. Are you double jointed? no
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? I dunno
5. Can you blow spit bubble? if I have a cold o.O;
6. Can you cross your eyes? I dunno
7. Tattoos? *shrug*
8. Piercings and where? just my ears...I thought about my bellybutton, and my nose...but meh.
9. Do you make your bed daily? I don't like my bed made

-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first? left
11. Have you ever thrown one at anyone? of course
12. How much money do you have in your wallet? I don't carry a wallet o.O'
13.Favorite piece of clothing? I just got new clothes...Not sure, I like my AE pants though, always.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? Ew, that's one of those things I don't need to try.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? Chocolate Chip Cookiedough, or Rocky Road, or something...
18. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinets? I don't eat cold cereal, unless I have it as a snack without milk...Cinnamon Toast Crunch is all I can think of.
19. What's your favorite beverage? I like smoothies...
20. What's your favorite restaurant? Tin's
21. Do you cook? Not really, if I did my parents would take advantage of it and it'd just be something else expected of me.

-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day
23. Hair drying method? airdrying, unless it's cold, I sit infront of my heater, it's kind of like a big blowdryer.
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair/what color? highlighted it red a year ago, the highlights are still there but they turned blonde, and they darken and lighten with the sun.
26. Do you ever spit? no

-- WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE --
27. Animal? kitty maybe
28. Food? I dunno...I like pasta.
29. Month? July
30. Day? Saturday
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? G.I.R. or Stuie maybe
32. Shoe Brand? Vans
33. Subject in school? I don't know. Lunch.
34. Colors? Blue
35. Sport? Soccer?
48. What's your sleeping position? Curled up
49. Even in hot: Uhh
52. Do you talk in your sleep? No, but I think I do when I sleep in the day, dreams are more...vivid.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Teddydog, Wuffie, whatever else shows up from my piles and looks snuggly enough.
54. How about with the light on? No, but my computer is a giantass nightlight...Nonintentionally...I just don't like to turn it off.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? radio, I could probably only fall asleep with the tv on in a situation where I'm going to bed when the sun starts to come up.

_T or F!_
you cook your own dinner: F
you do your own chores: T
your parents still give you money for things: T
you're gay: F
you walk around barefoot indoors most of the time: T
you like beef jerky: T
your 1st car was new: N/A
you own more than one brush: T
your favorite color is red: F
you love josh lawler: F (someone thinks they're tricky.)
you plan on never going to college: F
you're completely broke right now: F
you never shop at the mall: F
you're happy with your hair: F
you own 3 dogs: F
you spend your money wisely: F
you're always making new friends: T
you like to swim: F
you get bored so you take a shower: T
you're patient: Depends.

Late but why not.

2005-05-22T10:18:45Z

Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"I've discovered a whole new way to create a clone! Let's go back to my place and I'll show you."

What's Your Star Wars Pickup Line?

Genius

2005-05-21T21:09:52Z

http://metropawlispetboutique.com/political_pet_toys.html

Ahahahha.

Stolen from Teh One and Only, Needs to come visit!... John-Plokins!

2005-05-17T03:53:27Z

PUT AN X IF IT IS TRUE (/ if it's half true)
[x] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[/] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[/] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[/] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[/] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse.
[/] I paid for that cell phone ring.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I bake well.
[/] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [with pen and paper]
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice. Even though I now know it was fake.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[/] I have many scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[/] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[/] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[?] Gotten lost in the city you live in.
[/] Saw a shooting star.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Been in love.
[ ] Been to a casino.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[/] Flashed someone.
[x] Saw a therapist.
[ ] Played spin the bottle
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[/] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] Crashed into a friend's car.
[ ] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.(If you count school)
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[Haa.../] Been married.
[Haa../ ] Gotten a divorce.
[ ] Had children.
[x] Been on a plane
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[x] Been to a motorcross show.
[ ] Lost a child.
[ ] Gone to college.
[ ] Graduated from college.
[/ ] Done hard drugs.
[x] Taken painkillers.
[x] Had someone cheat on you.
[x] Miss someone right now

krinielle @ 2005-05-14T22:56:00

2005-05-15T05:58:19Z

: just remember if you die
: i'll miss you
Fvckunotme: yeah, but at the same time..
Fvckunotme: I know everyone can learn to live without me
: i feel the same way
: but who knows?
: we'll be dead anyway
: so we won't care

krinielle @ 2005-05-14T03:05:00

2005-05-14T10:06:29Z

Caught up on LJ, might as well

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

krinielle @ 2005-04-29T23:20:00

2005-04-30T06:20:30Z

The hell don't we understand what we have until we've lost it?

krinielle @ 2005-02-26T01:35:00

2005-02-26T09:36:33Z

You know, in the past 3 or 4 days it took me an HOUR AND A HALF to read everyone's LJ posts?

Jesus.

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake

You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Sure why not.

krinielle @ 2005-02-17T01:32:00

2005-02-17T09:43:01Z

Does anyone even fucking care? No.

Right, so, I woke up, I was mad because I knew I didn't have to go to school and my Dad woke me up way to early for my Grandma's last ceremony...I needed the sleep, I spared 10 minute rests that eventually led up to being 10:00, my Dad left...my Mom and Brother argued over taking me to the ortho...my Mom couldn't even leave the fucking house to go to my Dad's Mom's funeral last saturday. So I wake up at 10:50 finally, take a shower and what not and get out of the house just making it on time to my ortho. They took out my biteplate...the top of my mouth is tender and it sucks, not to mention the assistant had a hell of a time taking the rings off of my teeth to remove the plate, and an even harder time getting them back on, I got cut with it and saw blood all over her gloves which was disturbing but hell I was too docile and listless right then to be impatient with her. I got home I slept, my Dad woke me up...I had to go to Safeway which is just fucking depressing because Tyler lives right next door and I didn't get to see him today at all. watched Without a Paddle and had to fucking fix the disk just to watch it, which that's the second time that's happened with Blockbuster in the past month. I'm grounded for stupid reasons too, and have been since Friday. I'm just now eating the very REMAINS of the chinese food I wanted...since my Mom and Dad ate prettymuch ALL of it because I was busy cleaning animal cages all night. I don't think I could have done it without the coffee I had at safeway...it's so tiring.

I want my Chinchilla...and a less stupid cage for my rabbit, and a less stupid cage for the Chinchilla when I get him.
and I want my new better case for my media center and I want to be able to eat and I need Tyler and I want my friends.

I can't really eat...I'm just depressed.

krinielle @ 2005-02-13T00:22:00

2005-02-13T08:22:55Z

Ooh I can't get away
My mind's been up for days
Alright my ghosts are chasing me
Oh god damn you make me scream

Dirty mind: tell me it's a dream
Dirty life: oh I love the filthy scene
Dirty mind: now don't you break my heart
Dirty life: you're tearin' me apart

Ooh I ain't slept for days
Now my mind is fuckin' crazy
Alright, ooh baby you mark my hide
God damn you make me cry

Filthy / Fame / Fancy / Fortune
Filthy / Fame/ Like Fancy / Misfortune
[background]

I'm comin' for you
I want to shoot you up
I wanna do you
I wanna screw you up
I wanna fuck fuck fuck
On this hot night!
Raping your fancy
Under the spotlight

Dirty mind: tell me it's a dream
Dirty life: I love the filthy scene
Dirty mind: now don't you break my heart
Dirty life: oh you're tearin' me apart

Dirtiest fancy
Dirtiest fancy
Dirty and fancy
Dirtiest fancy
Tell me it's fancy
Tell me now it's fancy

Dirty mind: tell me it's a dream
Dirty life: I love the filthy scene
Dirty mind: now don't you break my heart
Dirty life: hey you're tearin' me apart

Dirty mind: tell me it's a dream
Dirty life: I love the filthy scene
Dirty mind: now don't you break my heart
Dirty life: yea you're tearin' me apart

Dirty mind: tell me it's a dream
Dirty life: I love the filthy scene
Dirty mind: now don't you break my heart
Dirty life: oh you're tearin' me apart

krinielle @ 2005-02-12T10:53:00

2005-02-12T18:55:10Z

Click >>;

Nothing eventful, my Dad is an asshole, sorry I didn't make it on Thursday...
part of the whole my Dad is an asshole thing...I had to go home first and it would have been close to 7 by the time I got there with the route I have to take.

krinielle @ 2005-02-11T09:08:00

2005-02-11T17:09:24Z

What kind of disease are you?

Natty:

Natty is caused by sponges.

Natty disease causes a constant lack of clothing.
To cure Natty, change your name to 'Snuffleupagus.'

krinielle @ 2005-01-29T14:04:00

2005-01-29T22:06:02Z

I wanted to go get my Chinchilla today but my Dad is a lazy fuck so there goes another day...I'll probably get him tomorrow...

I'm going to THQ motorcross at Pacbell around 5 or 6 ...plenty of time to go and get him and come back.

Fun...I think I'm going to try to escape the house until then, I'm so bored.

Sick-Sick-Sick and Tyler-Less

2005-01-28T09:12:48Z

So the past week has been pretty shitty, I told my Dad I didn't feel good so I could sleep in on ah, Tuesday?...and he made me go to the Doctor because apparently he didn't have to go to work until later...and apparently I have broncitus despite that. The antibiotics they give me drain me...I sleep and I sleep and I sleep but I'm still tired and I can't sleep anymore...it feels even more like mono. Yesterday I showed up at lunch and finished school then went to Tyler's and watched movies...Today was just, lame, like the rest of the week...Just doing anything to waste time to get to a certain time again...I was pissed because I considered leaving the house but then I decided not to because I wanted my Chinchilla, and even though my Dad got home at a decent hour (which I was waiting on and was therefore stressed) he told me my Sister had company and we'd go tomorrow, and I said I didn't want to go tomorrow...so, Saturday hopefully?...Whatever the weather is outside, I've kind of hibernated...and the only time I was out it was sunny...this rain/windish death thing going on. ...anyways, to the point, it's making it sound like someone is knocking on my window really hard every so often, it's creepy as fuck...

What am I doing?...Since my bedding is done drying I should make use of it.

Quick, Noone get sick...I have to go throw something at my bird because he suddenly started making a lot of noise.

I want gloomy bearrsss

2005-01-23T19:03:21Z

Gloommyyy bears Glooomyyy bears Glooommyy Bears.

Big Gloomy Bears!

Fuzzy Gloomy Bears!

PANDA Gloomy Bears!!!

Little Gloomy Bears!

GLOOMMYYYY BEARRSSS :D

Uh Oh, Imma be a triangle cat.

2005-01-22T21:32:26Z

You scored as Couch Potato Cat. Decorative pillow? No, that'd be you sitting on the couch, even still. Hmm. . . I'm guessing you have Web TV.

</td>

Couch Potato Cat

67%

Derranged Cat

50%

Drunk Cat

50%

Ninja Cat

33%

Love Machine Cat

25%

Nerd Cat

25%

Pissed at the World Cat

25%

Which Absurd Cat are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

krinielle @ 2005-01-07T15:08:00

2005-01-08T23:12:27Z

Yesterdayyy was coool, I hung out with Phil at his hotel, him, Brian, Tyler and I all watched bad tv and made fun of it and like ate pizza, the pizzaman told us a story.

He was like yeah one time I got this order to go to this house and it smelt real strong of incents and this large man in boxers and a bandana opened the door and I said what scent is that ---? it smells great. Bikerman replies no, kiss me kiss me all over.

:D

I also got HIT BY A CAR.

How exciting.

Next time the pizzaman comes we're just going to like invite him in and have a party...

Sleeptime.

2005-01-07T09:17:59Z

Hum Hum Hum

I feel really behind schedule...Like, overbooked, or something...

I want to hang out with people and then it just doesn't happen...and there's so much to do, but I wouldn't change it for the world...

I suppose I'll have to take a schoolwork day soon.

Phil will be here today, that's freakin' awesome to the max..

You better have a lobster with you.

I feel so whole.